Back to school and I’ve been in a funk. Probably not the most positive way I could start out a blog post, but tonight I sat down with a group of people who just wanted to hear how I was doing and wanted to know my story. So in all honesty, not that great… but getting better. Lately, I have wondered what fulfills me. I have sat around lately and wondered what things are really filling up my life with joy. I need consistency, yet I seek change, and I crave love, but I thrive off of independence. So, even though my life is in shambles… it might be one of the best things that’s ever happened to me! Here’s why:
I have learned to love living in the unknown! My life has been changing SO much lately and normally I am the kind of person that thrives on to-do lists and being organized and having every second of every day planned out, but a couple things have really made my life a little more hectic and less planned out than normal, and although it may drive me a little crazy… it has done WONDERS for my life.
I never have felt this happy with everything because I have been stepping outside of my comfort zone and learning how to go with the flow. Living in my sorority house this year (especially with 7 roommates) has also been so so great for me. There is so much to learn from living with other people that really teaches you how to go with the flow and become more giving, loving, and laid back.
Taking 16 credit hours, holding 2 jobs, being in 4 clubs, and trying to make time for everyone has also taught me that you CANNOT take everything so seriously.
There is so so so so so so much more to life than being so planned out and I have made the best memories having everything fall into place just how it should! God has been doing good things in my life and I am so thankful for that!
So here’s to August, ya taught me so much already! Hello September!!!